When Simon Peter saw the awesome power of Jesus displayed, his response was the same one that Adam's and Eve's were. He said, "Go away from me, Lord; I am a sinful man!" (Luke 5:8)
Two things are on my mind; the first is this: Simon Peter was a Jewish man. This means that he was immersed in and surrounded by Godly living; he studied The Law, the government was run by religious rulers, the laws of the land were The Torah and rules made from it, and all the people lived according to those rules and laws.
I read of no evidence of Simon Peter being a horrible sinner. In fact, according to the accounts of him found in The Bible, he seemed to be an average Joe, someone who had a good peer group and fit in well with them.
Yet when presented with the power of Jesus to change things, which could only come from God Himself, Simon Peter was afraid because of his sin.
That leaves me concerned about the sinfulness of my own life lived here in America; a culture based in rebellion against authority, and caught up in "rights, privileges, and entitlements" as an "American Citizen" and the blurring of the line between them all. Americans are really good at self-serving behaviors, and not very good at "Thy Kingdom Come, Thy Will be done." If Simon Peter, in an environment that fostered right behavior couldn't get it right, where does that leave me as a participating American? How much "sin" do I chalk up to simply "living the American Dream?"
Anyway, that aside, let's get to the main point:
Simon Peter was overwhelmed at his unrighteousness come face to face with Righteousness, and his response was horror and fear.
But notice Jesus response in verse 10, "Don't be afraid..."
Wow. Jesus, faced with our messy, polluted lives... and our horrified response to it says, "Don't be afraid." And then he goes on to make new plans for our lives; plans that include Him in them! "Don't be afraid; from now on you will catch men." What a story for our lives!
Later, Jesus comes across a man with leprosy. The man fell face down and begged Jesus, "Lord, if you are willing, you can make me clean." (emphasis mine)
And Jesus responded simply, "I am willing."
I sometimes wonder how Jesus can be willing to take on and tackle the constant clean-out of sewage in my soul. "I am willing."
Lord, when are you not willing?
We see one place where Jesus gets really steamed, and that is at people who put up rules and barriers that prevent people from finding Him; the Religious Ones, the doctrine makers. Be careful of doctrine makers and doctrine quoters.
But the sinners who humbly acknowledge their sin; to us, he says, "Don't be afraid." and "I am willing."
What an awesome God of Love we serve.
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Friday, July 24, 2009
Walking on Water
As I read Matthew 14:22-31 I'm struck with a couple of thoughts:
A) Jesus repeats Himself over and over on two points;
1) "Take courage! Don't be afraid."
2) He's always saying, "Come."
B) Verse 30 says, "But when he [Peter] saw the wind." First of all, it's impossible to see wind, yet how often, when we are in the midst of our storms, do we 'see the wind' and become afraid.
Jesus says He will never leave us or forsake us, so in the same way He was with Peter when the wind was against him, He's with us as we face our winds.
I wonder what Peter would have felt if he had child like faith in Jesus. I've watched dads toss their babies high into the air and catch them as they come back down. Always, the response of the baby is squealing laughter! Why? Because they trust their dad completely! If Peter had faith as a little child, I think he may have tried a little cart-wheel up there on the tips of the waves; definitely there would have been some squeals of laughter!
How much fun and laughter do we miss out on in the storms of life because we don't squeal with delight in our Savior who laughs at the waves and rebukes the storms. We're living in a victorious position with Jesus. Enjoy it!
A) Jesus repeats Himself over and over on two points;
1) "Take courage! Don't be afraid."
2) He's always saying, "Come."
B) Verse 30 says, "But when he [Peter] saw the wind." First of all, it's impossible to see wind, yet how often, when we are in the midst of our storms, do we 'see the wind' and become afraid.
Jesus says He will never leave us or forsake us, so in the same way He was with Peter when the wind was against him, He's with us as we face our winds.
I wonder what Peter would have felt if he had child like faith in Jesus. I've watched dads toss their babies high into the air and catch them as they come back down. Always, the response of the baby is squealing laughter! Why? Because they trust their dad completely! If Peter had faith as a little child, I think he may have tried a little cart-wheel up there on the tips of the waves; definitely there would have been some squeals of laughter!
How much fun and laughter do we miss out on in the storms of life because we don't squeal with delight in our Savior who laughs at the waves and rebukes the storms. We're living in a victorious position with Jesus. Enjoy it!
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Storms are Good!
What a rain storm we had last Saturday here in Northwestern Oregon; it was an absolute deluge! I've been through storms that brought rain this hard, but never for such an extended period of time. The ground was flooded, the streets turned into little raging rivers, and my basement turned into a great water feature as water flowed under the foundation and found it's way like miniature fountains through every crack in the wall it could find!
I love storms! I love weather whenever it acts up! After 30 minutes of hanging out of various windows and doors watching it, I couldn't take it anymore; pulling on boots and a raincoat, I grabbed an umbrella and headed out into that pounding rain.
There is a strip of dirt that is right hard up against the asphalt road in front of our house, and the soil is so poor here that all it grows are weeds. I've noticed that about poor soil; when it won't support benificial plants, it'll still grow weeds! My mother, who lives with us, is my weed pulling expert! She has tried several times with tool in hand to get these weeds out of this weak, hard soil, without success. The best she could do on this hard-baked soil was to leave a little scratch mark with her trowel and break the tops of the weeds off at the surface of the dirt, leaving the weed roots to grow longer, stronger and many branched deep beneath the surface of the soil.
But this day, with the water pouring across this hard ground for over 30 minutes, the dirt had softened, and I was able to quickly pluck the new weeds out with the same ease that you would remove a dead bouquet from a vase! The dandelion weed, whose roots were several years old, tried to hold out, but the soil was prepared for it's removal, so with a quick gathering of the leaves into a bundle, I applied some gentle pressure as I wiggled that old dandelion weed this way and that to allow the rain water to follow the root system down to deeper levels. I let that water soak in around those weed roots for another short minute, then grabbed the bundle, and with steady pressure, the entire root system released with a sucking sound and all of the tendrils came out of that rain-enriched soil as an unbroken mass!
Victory at last!
Just so is our lives; without God's Word, we are a "parched, dry land," only fit for producing weeds in our lives. But when God's Word rains down, the soil (our hearts) are softened and the first step can be taken to prepare us for a fruitful harvest, that of removing the weeds (sin) so the fruit-bearing seed can be planted.
I love storms! I love weather whenever it acts up! After 30 minutes of hanging out of various windows and doors watching it, I couldn't take it anymore; pulling on boots and a raincoat, I grabbed an umbrella and headed out into that pounding rain.
There is a strip of dirt that is right hard up against the asphalt road in front of our house, and the soil is so poor here that all it grows are weeds. I've noticed that about poor soil; when it won't support benificial plants, it'll still grow weeds! My mother, who lives with us, is my weed pulling expert! She has tried several times with tool in hand to get these weeds out of this weak, hard soil, without success. The best she could do on this hard-baked soil was to leave a little scratch mark with her trowel and break the tops of the weeds off at the surface of the dirt, leaving the weed roots to grow longer, stronger and many branched deep beneath the surface of the soil.
But this day, with the water pouring across this hard ground for over 30 minutes, the dirt had softened, and I was able to quickly pluck the new weeds out with the same ease that you would remove a dead bouquet from a vase! The dandelion weed, whose roots were several years old, tried to hold out, but the soil was prepared for it's removal, so with a quick gathering of the leaves into a bundle, I applied some gentle pressure as I wiggled that old dandelion weed this way and that to allow the rain water to follow the root system down to deeper levels. I let that water soak in around those weed roots for another short minute, then grabbed the bundle, and with steady pressure, the entire root system released with a sucking sound and all of the tendrils came out of that rain-enriched soil as an unbroken mass!
Victory at last!
Just so is our lives; without God's Word, we are a "parched, dry land," only fit for producing weeds in our lives. But when God's Word rains down, the soil (our hearts) are softened and the first step can be taken to prepare us for a fruitful harvest, that of removing the weeds (sin) so the fruit-bearing seed can be planted.
Friday, December 26, 2008
Thots on Humility
I spent the last year working for a governmental agency. It served it's purpose, and now I have to say I'm so relieved to not be working for them any more. What an eye opening experience!
I think every segment of our lives has a lesson in it somewhere, and this one certainly had quite a few good ones for me; the biggest one of all was the lesson in humility. Now I hope I can live out the message in real life.
I'm 50 something, and like most active 50-something people who have stepped out to make a life and a living, I have quite a bit of skills, training, wisdom, talent and whatever else to offer to people who want or need them. However, here's something that I've learned: Most people need, but don't want. Even those with greatest need will grow very resentful if what we have to offer is thrust upon them.
I think, when all the dross is sifted off, I was let go for this reason. I think I angered a person by offering unsolicited skills to them, thinking I could help them...and this deeply offended this person who started a lot of backbiting and gossip sessions, which exagerated the problem way out of proportion.
Jesus, I note, always asked permission before bestowing his offerings. He had the ultimate set of assets to offer; miracles that included healing! Think of it; if you're lame, He can make you walk; if you're demon possessed, He can make them go away; if you're blind...you get the point. But the real point is, as much as He was surrounded by very needy people, He didn't impose Himself. He didn't go to the crowds, the crowds came to him. He didn't search out the lame, blind and bleeding, they came to Him, begging for His help. On the one occasion that He came upon a lame person and was moved to compassion, still He asked before He cured. And that seems to be the one time when it almost backfired on Him. Why? Maybe the guy wasn't really ready to give up his illness. Maybe he wasn't ready for the responsibility that comes with the gift. He certainly had enough to whine about before-hand and passed the buck rather than giving the praise after the fact.
I think that was the problem for me; I offered, but they weren't ready to receive, and so were offended by the offering. Kind of like Jacob foretelling his brother's futures to them as revealed to him in the dream...before they were hungry enough to loose their pride. Jacob almost got killed and instead got sold into slavery as a result.
I also notice that the Bible talks a lot about the miracles that Jesus performed, but it doesn't talk too much about the ones He didn't perform. I wonder how many times He wanted to, but wasn't given permission. We read about the one time when He wasn't able to perform a single miracle in His hometown because of their lack of faith. These are the people He grew up with; people He knew and loved! Sam who lived next door and was subject to headaches. Ruth, who married Phil and they were needing some wisdom to get their marriage on track. Bill who lost his son to fever... Jesus knew them all. How His heart must have ached as he finally had to leave that town ungraced by His Grace, because though they knew Him, they didn't really 'know' Him at all.
Jesus understood humility. He still does. He waits at the door and knocks. There's times when, looking back at my life, I wish He had stormed the door, flung it wide and yelled, "What are you thinking!?!?" But in truth, I would have been angry at Him if He had. I had to live out those mistakes to the point where I was ready to come to Him and ask, so that I would understand the deep need I had, and accept the gift He offered.
I hope the time at the government has taught me deeper humility...to close my lips and withhold my favors till they come to ask...or not. Is it enough for me that He knows all about my gifts? I hope so.
I think every segment of our lives has a lesson in it somewhere, and this one certainly had quite a few good ones for me; the biggest one of all was the lesson in humility. Now I hope I can live out the message in real life.
I'm 50 something, and like most active 50-something people who have stepped out to make a life and a living, I have quite a bit of skills, training, wisdom, talent and whatever else to offer to people who want or need them. However, here's something that I've learned: Most people need, but don't want. Even those with greatest need will grow very resentful if what we have to offer is thrust upon them.
I think, when all the dross is sifted off, I was let go for this reason. I think I angered a person by offering unsolicited skills to them, thinking I could help them...and this deeply offended this person who started a lot of backbiting and gossip sessions, which exagerated the problem way out of proportion.
Jesus, I note, always asked permission before bestowing his offerings. He had the ultimate set of assets to offer; miracles that included healing! Think of it; if you're lame, He can make you walk; if you're demon possessed, He can make them go away; if you're blind...you get the point. But the real point is, as much as He was surrounded by very needy people, He didn't impose Himself. He didn't go to the crowds, the crowds came to him. He didn't search out the lame, blind and bleeding, they came to Him, begging for His help. On the one occasion that He came upon a lame person and was moved to compassion, still He asked before He cured. And that seems to be the one time when it almost backfired on Him. Why? Maybe the guy wasn't really ready to give up his illness. Maybe he wasn't ready for the responsibility that comes with the gift. He certainly had enough to whine about before-hand and passed the buck rather than giving the praise after the fact.
I think that was the problem for me; I offered, but they weren't ready to receive, and so were offended by the offering. Kind of like Jacob foretelling his brother's futures to them as revealed to him in the dream...before they were hungry enough to loose their pride. Jacob almost got killed and instead got sold into slavery as a result.
I also notice that the Bible talks a lot about the miracles that Jesus performed, but it doesn't talk too much about the ones He didn't perform. I wonder how many times He wanted to, but wasn't given permission. We read about the one time when He wasn't able to perform a single miracle in His hometown because of their lack of faith. These are the people He grew up with; people He knew and loved! Sam who lived next door and was subject to headaches. Ruth, who married Phil and they were needing some wisdom to get their marriage on track. Bill who lost his son to fever... Jesus knew them all. How His heart must have ached as he finally had to leave that town ungraced by His Grace, because though they knew Him, they didn't really 'know' Him at all.
Jesus understood humility. He still does. He waits at the door and knocks. There's times when, looking back at my life, I wish He had stormed the door, flung it wide and yelled, "What are you thinking!?!?" But in truth, I would have been angry at Him if He had. I had to live out those mistakes to the point where I was ready to come to Him and ask, so that I would understand the deep need I had, and accept the gift He offered.
I hope the time at the government has taught me deeper humility...to close my lips and withhold my favors till they come to ask...or not. Is it enough for me that He knows all about my gifts? I hope so.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Truth From What Was Not Said
Did God really make creation in just six days?
Were they real days, or can we fudge by application of the scripture that says that a day to God is like a thousand?
How do we allign the scientific evidence of carbon dating, which says the earth is billions of years old with the Bible which says it's all only a few thousand years old? Who do we believe, science or The Bible?
How about the story of David and Goliath?
Or Noah?
Did the sea really part for the Israelites to cross on dry ground? How can that be?
What about the desert experience...did water really come out of a rock by just striking it with a stick? Did God really lead them with a pillar of fire? Manna?...every night for 40 years? Clothes that never wore out in 40 years???
Sounds a bit far fetched. Was it all true, or was there some "literary license" taken by the authors? After all, the stories didn't get written down for centuries. There had to be some errors, didn't there?
I have to confess that those and other questions like them have troubled me over the years. And if those questions are legitimate, doesn't that mean that we can loosen up on our interpretation of other parts of The Book that are not so easy to swallow?
But then I had an epiphany; There is something that Jesus did NOT do while here on earth, and that knowledge made all the difference for me.
Here's what Jesus did do:
Jesus was born, was crucified for my sins and died, and on the third day rose from the dead. Then He spent some period of days on earth as a resurrected being, showing Himself to over 500 people. And finally, He ascended into the sky...to heaven, in the full view of His disciples. All of this is established fact. Only those who have not studied their history argue the truth of these events.
Furthermore, Jesus was a Jew, and in His formative years, studied The Law and History of the world like all young Jewish males did. And He excelled in His studies. The scripture tells of Him astonishing the leaders at the temple with His knowledge at the young age of 12.
From this, I gather that He had read all those claims that caused me to question the accuracy of the writers; in fact, He knew them in the First Person, because according to John 1, He was there helping when it all happened. So not only did He know it from His reading and studies as a young boy, He also knew it because He had already lived it. Nobody else on earth can ever make the claim of being there, creating it, and then coming to earth as a human and studying about it as a boy. He knew the truth before He studied it, and so He is the only person who can ever establish the absolute veracity of the stories in the Bible.
Now here's something that Jesus did NOT do during His life on earth as a man; He didn't sit with the scholars and say, "Well, really...um, that event didn't happen exactly that way." He didn't make excuses, "Well, you know...there was a LOT of time between the event and when it got written down." Here was His perfect opportunity to correct any errors that had been written. When His disciples answered His question and said, "We believe you are the Son of God," He could have taken the opportunity right then to say, Well then, since you believe that, let's get some of the stories straight for the future generations." He didn't. In fact, He didn't even bring this subject up!
Jesus lived them, then He was born and He studied them; and He not only believed them, He lived them!
The conclusion one has to draw is that all Word is indeed God-Inspired. How else can you explain such accuracy, the that very person of Creator God accepted every written word as His truth to live His life by on earth? Therefore, every Word is Truth, because every written word of scripture is indeed God-inspired!
And that thing about 'scientific evidence.'..since when has God Almighty ever had to answer to man's facts or opinions?
Were they real days, or can we fudge by application of the scripture that says that a day to God is like a thousand?
How do we allign the scientific evidence of carbon dating, which says the earth is billions of years old with the Bible which says it's all only a few thousand years old? Who do we believe, science or The Bible?
How about the story of David and Goliath?
Or Noah?
Did the sea really part for the Israelites to cross on dry ground? How can that be?
What about the desert experience...did water really come out of a rock by just striking it with a stick? Did God really lead them with a pillar of fire? Manna?...every night for 40 years? Clothes that never wore out in 40 years???
Sounds a bit far fetched. Was it all true, or was there some "literary license" taken by the authors? After all, the stories didn't get written down for centuries. There had to be some errors, didn't there?
I have to confess that those and other questions like them have troubled me over the years. And if those questions are legitimate, doesn't that mean that we can loosen up on our interpretation of other parts of The Book that are not so easy to swallow?
But then I had an epiphany; There is something that Jesus did NOT do while here on earth, and that knowledge made all the difference for me.
Here's what Jesus did do:
Jesus was born, was crucified for my sins and died, and on the third day rose from the dead. Then He spent some period of days on earth as a resurrected being, showing Himself to over 500 people. And finally, He ascended into the sky...to heaven, in the full view of His disciples. All of this is established fact. Only those who have not studied their history argue the truth of these events.
Furthermore, Jesus was a Jew, and in His formative years, studied The Law and History of the world like all young Jewish males did. And He excelled in His studies. The scripture tells of Him astonishing the leaders at the temple with His knowledge at the young age of 12.
From this, I gather that He had read all those claims that caused me to question the accuracy of the writers; in fact, He knew them in the First Person, because according to John 1, He was there helping when it all happened. So not only did He know it from His reading and studies as a young boy, He also knew it because He had already lived it. Nobody else on earth can ever make the claim of being there, creating it, and then coming to earth as a human and studying about it as a boy. He knew the truth before He studied it, and so He is the only person who can ever establish the absolute veracity of the stories in the Bible.
Now here's something that Jesus did NOT do during His life on earth as a man; He didn't sit with the scholars and say, "Well, really...um, that event didn't happen exactly that way." He didn't make excuses, "Well, you know...there was a LOT of time between the event and when it got written down." Here was His perfect opportunity to correct any errors that had been written. When His disciples answered His question and said, "We believe you are the Son of God," He could have taken the opportunity right then to say, Well then, since you believe that, let's get some of the stories straight for the future generations." He didn't. In fact, He didn't even bring this subject up!
By His very silence on this subject, He proclaimed the absolute Truth of every word written in the Scriptures!
Jesus lived them, then He was born and He studied them; and He not only believed them, He lived them!
The conclusion one has to draw is that all Word is indeed God-Inspired. How else can you explain such accuracy, the that very person of Creator God accepted every written word as His truth to live His life by on earth? Therefore, every Word is Truth, because every written word of scripture is indeed God-inspired!
And that thing about 'scientific evidence.'..since when has God Almighty ever had to answer to man's facts or opinions?
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
We Fall
Installment #3 ~ In the Beginning
"Do you think that Adam and Eve would have sinned if they had the advantage of 'future sight'?" I asked this of my friend as we stood vigil over her husband who was in the emergency room. As I've mentioned before, I've dealt a bit too much with death lately, and although this episode with my friend was not life threatening, still it was another medical emergency and too much of this kind of stuff gets your mind thinking about deeper things of God. So I mused the question to her, "If they could have known about the hate, the jealousy, the anger, the envy, starvation, disease, and all the other horrors that we deal with today; if they had know that they would be banished from the Garden, if they had known that one of their sons would murder the other, would Adam and Eve have committed the original sin?"
We thought about that for a moment. I wanted to say, "No! Of course not!" But...today we do have that advantage. We live amongst the consequences of sin. On a daily basis, we deal with pride, selfishness, greed, sexual immorality of all kinds, sickness, pollution, you name it; even death, and yet knowing that, having that hind-sight, don't we still run to sin every day? Unfortunately, the answer is painfully, "Yes. Even if they knew, they would still have done it."
"Do you think that Adam and Eve would have sinned if they had the advantage of 'future sight'?" I asked this of my friend as we stood vigil over her husband who was in the emergency room. As I've mentioned before, I've dealt a bit too much with death lately, and although this episode with my friend was not life threatening, still it was another medical emergency and too much of this kind of stuff gets your mind thinking about deeper things of God. So I mused the question to her, "If they could have known about the hate, the jealousy, the anger, the envy, starvation, disease, and all the other horrors that we deal with today; if they had know that they would be banished from the Garden, if they had known that one of their sons would murder the other, would Adam and Eve have committed the original sin?"
We thought about that for a moment. I wanted to say, "No! Of course not!" But...today we do have that advantage. We live amongst the consequences of sin. On a daily basis, we deal with pride, selfishness, greed, sexual immorality of all kinds, sickness, pollution, you name it; even death, and yet knowing that, having that hind-sight, don't we still run to sin every day? Unfortunately, the answer is painfully, "Yes. Even if they knew, they would still have done it."
Thursday, July 10, 2008
So Where's the Love in Pain?
Installment #2 ~ In the Beginning
I once worked with a lady who's mother was dying an agonizingly slow and pain filled death by cancer. She would come to work with tears in her eyes over the suffering her mother was going through. Shadows behind her eyes and dark circles under them from the horrors she watched in her long bedside vigil.
One day, I attempted to step in beside her, so to speak, to let her know that someone was there praying for her and her mother. She said to me, "I don't think I believe in God anymore. How could a loving God allow my mother to suffer this way? My mother was a good person, she doesn't deserve this. If God truly cared, He would take this away from her."
Whew! Powerful words that hit me hard. And at that time, I had no answer for her...at least none that would have helped. Sometimes a person just needs to get the poison out of their mouth and they don't need theology. So I remained silent except to state that I would continue to pray for her and her mother, and that I cared.
But seeing this pain and suffering play out so close to me yet again, caused me to go to God seeking His answer, "Lord, why do You allow pain and suffering in good people? Do You really care about us?" It took several years for me to grow enough in Him to find the answer, but I have it now, and if you're interested, read on.
God; He had just created the most beautiful of all settings, a perfect garden for the ultimate of His creation; Man, the object of His eternal, omniscient Love...Adam and Eve, the shining glory of the Creator God, set into His perfect garden. Perfect love.
But wait. Something is missing. God Almighty has shown His perfect love to man; in fact, He's poured it out on His beloved without restraint. But what about their love for God...will it be returned? There is only one way to know, and that is to offer them a choice, to love...or not... through simple obedience. (1 John 5:2 & 3)
Love without options, with no choice except to love, is not love at all...it's a form of slavery. It's also delusional. But God loved us so much that He would accept nothing less than our love in return through our choice! So knowing the consequenses, still He offered the option.
He gave us the tree...
And He gave us the choice.
A perfect garden.
A tree to manifest our choice.
He took the ultimate risk.
Can you imagine the agony of knowing the outcome, but still offering it anyway?
The hope...the hope...how He must have hoped!
Will they love Me enough to trust me and simply obey?
The broken heart!
The agony of His rejected, broken heart.
And the agony of the consequences of our choice.
Pain
Death
Disease
Murder
Anger
Hatred
Selfishness
Pride
The list is huge...and it was us who opened the door and allowed it in to God's perfect setting. The horrors are caused by our sin, not by God's apathy. The horrors are the consequences of our choice...our choice to withhold our love from Him.
Were it not for God's ultimate love...the risk He took of loosing our love by giving us the choice to love Him back, or not, we would still be living in Paradise, with no suffering, pain or death, but also with no knowledge of good and evil, with no knowledge of real Love, with no choice to return His love in full measure...from our hearts.
So we must deal with the pain, and the death, and hate, and war, and sickness and all the other evil things that we loosed upon ourselves in our moment of rebellion, but we also get the choice to truly love Him back. Isn't that worth the price? He thinks it is!
Love returned.
That's the prize He waits for,
Hopes for,
Endures all things for.
Perfect love from God,
Returned to Him.
Love never fails.
I once worked with a lady who's mother was dying an agonizingly slow and pain filled death by cancer. She would come to work with tears in her eyes over the suffering her mother was going through. Shadows behind her eyes and dark circles under them from the horrors she watched in her long bedside vigil.
One day, I attempted to step in beside her, so to speak, to let her know that someone was there praying for her and her mother. She said to me, "I don't think I believe in God anymore. How could a loving God allow my mother to suffer this way? My mother was a good person, she doesn't deserve this. If God truly cared, He would take this away from her."
Whew! Powerful words that hit me hard. And at that time, I had no answer for her...at least none that would have helped. Sometimes a person just needs to get the poison out of their mouth and they don't need theology. So I remained silent except to state that I would continue to pray for her and her mother, and that I cared.
But seeing this pain and suffering play out so close to me yet again, caused me to go to God seeking His answer, "Lord, why do You allow pain and suffering in good people? Do You really care about us?" It took several years for me to grow enough in Him to find the answer, but I have it now, and if you're interested, read on.
God; He had just created the most beautiful of all settings, a perfect garden for the ultimate of His creation; Man, the object of His eternal, omniscient Love...Adam and Eve, the shining glory of the Creator God, set into His perfect garden. Perfect love.
But wait. Something is missing. God Almighty has shown His perfect love to man; in fact, He's poured it out on His beloved without restraint. But what about their love for God...will it be returned? There is only one way to know, and that is to offer them a choice, to love...or not... through simple obedience. (1 John 5:2 & 3)
Love without options, with no choice except to love, is not love at all...it's a form of slavery. It's also delusional. But God loved us so much that He would accept nothing less than our love in return through our choice! So knowing the consequenses, still He offered the option.
He gave us the tree...
And He gave us the choice.
A perfect garden.
A tree to manifest our choice.
He took the ultimate risk.
Can you imagine the agony of knowing the outcome, but still offering it anyway?
The hope...the hope...how He must have hoped!
Will they love Me enough to trust me and simply obey?
The broken heart!
The agony of His rejected, broken heart.
And the agony of the consequences of our choice.
Pain
Death
Disease
Murder
Anger
Hatred
Selfishness
Pride
The list is huge...and it was us who opened the door and allowed it in to God's perfect setting. The horrors are caused by our sin, not by God's apathy. The horrors are the consequences of our choice...our choice to withhold our love from Him.
Were it not for God's ultimate love...the risk He took of loosing our love by giving us the choice to love Him back, or not, we would still be living in Paradise, with no suffering, pain or death, but also with no knowledge of good and evil, with no knowledge of real Love, with no choice to return His love in full measure...from our hearts.
So we must deal with the pain, and the death, and hate, and war, and sickness and all the other evil things that we loosed upon ourselves in our moment of rebellion, but we also get the choice to truly love Him back. Isn't that worth the price? He thinks it is!
Love returned.
That's the prize He waits for,
Hopes for,
Endures all things for.
Perfect love from God,
Returned to Him.
Love never fails.
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